this is me, you can take it or leave

hey thuuur. i am jazie. eighteen years young & stupid. just graduated high school and still figuring out my life, getting by & still learning from my mistakes. still trying to find a place in this world for me while trying to find myself as well. i enjoy the simple things in life. i tend to smile a lot, i mean c’mon smile you’re alive. you only live once so better take advantage of it. in a relationship. a fuck up. insecure. fuck haters. emotional at times. impatient. trust issues. cigarettes&weed. boys. piercings. tattoos. stretched ears. alcohol&parties. a day to remember. immaturity. listening & playing music. my music will tell you a lot more about me than my mouth ever could. i change my mind way to often & usually the words i want to say never come out right. i am different & refuse to change for anybody. it seems like i am losing everything bit by bit. i complain to often. people use me & im sick & tired of it. i just wanna be happy. i try to be the best that i can be. when i get upset,i go silent & shut down. i don’t talk very much. i touch the stars with my mind. i worry about things way to much. sometimes i overthink things. i do what i want. i dont give a fuck. oh and fuck everythinnnng.